I LOST MY FIRST CHILD SKYLAR JADE IN JUNE 2005. MY HEART WAS RIPPED FROM MY CHEST. I WAS SO LOST SO ALONE. I ONLY HAD SKYLAR 3MONTHS AND 4DAYS. I WISH I WOULD HAVE DONE ALOT DIFFERENT. I LEARNED YOU CAN'T CHANGE THE PAST BUT ONE OF GOD'S GREATEST GIFT IS TO BE ABLE TO HEAL AND NOT FORGET JUST TRYIN CONTINUE LIFE. I LEARNED JAN 2009 I WAS HAVING TWINS. HOPING THE WHOLE TIME I'D HAVE A LITTLE GIRL. ON MAY 4TH 2009 I LEARNED I WAS IN FACT HAVING A GIRL AND A BOY. I WAS SOOO HAPPY!! ON 08/18/2009 I WELCOMED ABIGAIL GRACE AND DANIEL CASH INTO THIS WORLD. GOD MAY HAVE NEEDED SKYLAR IN HEAVEN MORE THAN I DID HERE, BUT LOOK WHAT A BLESSING I RECEIVED IN RETURN!!! IN SO MANY WAYS THE PAIN WAS WORTH THE HAPPINESS I HAVE NOW.

Kristy you are a brave  person and i have told you that all along. You have two of the most beatiful baby. I wish you the best of luck and you know it you ever need anything i am only a phone call away. I love you like my own sister. So give them babys a kiss for .

God works in mysterious ways. That is why we must always pray and thank him even when we don't understand the situation. I will continue to pray for your family.